breakin2overyou

breakin2overyou @ 2005-01-11T09:41:00

2005-01-11T14:39:42Z

i am SO done with livejournal.

whos the boss bitch

2005-01-03T17:47:51Z

i couldnt sleep last night so i didnt go tos chool today. fuck school :c(. i want vacation foreverrrrrrrrrrrr!!

so i was watching whos the boss last night, in a whole new light. matt told me tony danza used to be a porn star. his videos would go something like this: ::smacks girl in the face with his dick:: "whos the boss"...hahahha i dont know if thats true or not...but anywho that show doesnt have the same wholesome feel it used to now that i heard that haha...

i want to eat but im not hungry and that makes me sad bc i keep thinking of all this erally good food and wh en i go to eat it im not h ungry. its pissing me off >:c0

day 3 of new years resolution= a success.

i need to go eat something.
xoxo.erica

breakin2overyou @ 2005-01-01T19:20:00

2005-01-02T00:20:44Z

holy fuck. that goes down as the craziest new years eve ever.

breakin2overyou @ 2004-12-31T14:17:00

2004-12-31T19:16:43Z

im at abbys. last night was an adventure. i got here at like 6 and abby was already drunk. i started drinking to cathc up, and then i found these wicked cool chocolate liquor things that her bro had...its like chocolate with jack daniels on teh inside it was sick. then katrinaaaa came over!<3...we went to the grind to get coffee. teh coffee counteracted the alcohol, and our drunkness was replaced with weirdness. ha. i played an intense game of chess with justin, which we couldnt finish so he took a pic of it and we're gonna continue it at another time. i met some nice boys who accompanied me outside to support our bad habbits, and had some good conversation. abby and i decided it would be a good idea to make snowangels inthe middle of the bridgewater green. we didnt anticipate that the snow would be icy, so we had to really dig into it. we also didnt anticpate our cold asses afterwards...so then we gave mr danny stone a ride home, and went back to abbalicious's hosue. katrina went home, and abby and i had a bunch of energy that we ahd to work off, and since we didnt want to resort to sexual activity (hahaha) we decided to walk to the playground at 1am. yeah we took the long route, and walked past the central bc we wanted to go inside for the heat and have a cig but it was closed. however, there were these two drunk guys outside that started tlaking to me and asking what kind of alcholhol i had in my cup bc he thought i was giggly. i was lik, no for real its just oodles of noodles. so i had him smell it. and then we wlaked away and the tall skinny guy passed us in hs car 3 tiems. so we changed our route and walked near the police statsion, on a brisk walk that turned into a brisk run haha. then we turned the cornere going near the playgorund and teh same guy rounded the corner and approached us. we turned around and started walking towards teh popo station and he fucking got out of his car and started walking towards us. mind you it was 1am and we were the only peeople out and he was shitfaced. he was like "its cold out! i thought you guys woulda been home by now" and we were like hhaha..yeah..and started running and he started walking after us! i was liik eahhhh...so then when he saw we were running to the police station, he got in his car and sped off.omg. i had a fork in my pocket from my oodles of noodles, and i was so ready to stab that mother fucker int he fucking eye if he tried coming near me or abby. we were so scared, we held each oterh the whole walk home haha. then i watched sex and teh city for a while and passed the fuck out.i had to pace myself last night so i wouldnt wake up w/ a hangover.tooshay! no hang over for meee!

XOXO.erica

breakin2overyou @ 2004-12-24T19:26:00

2004-12-25T00:27:30Z

merry christmas eve everybody :c)

bridget came home last night and brought her kitten, awww, shes so cute...and souza came home for a few days aswell so she slept over last night. xmas shopping w/ bea today and a free mocha chino ;c), also i saw liz which was a plus! codiac is pouncing on my hand...and all the wires...so im exiting the computer now...

have a nice christmas!
<3

PS. i recommend taht everyone watches Its a Wonderful Life tonight if you have the chance, bc its the ultimate feel good christmas movie :c)

breakin2overyou @ 2004-12-22T09:56:00

2004-12-22T14:57:47Z

last night was pretty funny...i havnt ghetto tinfoiled it for a loooooooooooooooooooooooooooong time...but mike made it and i couldnt refuse haha..whatevers clever lolol

the yellow submarine is no more :c( there was a confusion with some parents and when they found it inside of a friends perse, they smashed it! haha when it was all straightened out, they said theyd take me shopping to get me a new one. that will be a funny day. hahahahha i cant get over it, its a riot...in a sad way bc nothing can compare to the yellow sub, but the situation in general is akward and funny lolol...unbreakable my ass...i think they mean if you drop it it wont break, not if a pissed off dad throws it...haha

one more day to vacation! wooooooooooooooo...got napolean dynomite last night but i was too distracted by everyone to watch it lol, so tonight me and em are going to REwatch it under better circumstances...after i cash my check...after i find a ride to the bank...this whole not having a license thing kinda blows...HOWEVER, i only have 3 road lessons left, and then the test, but i have a car ! wooo ! now im motivated to get my licesnse. before i wasl ike yeah w/e bc why does it matter when i get it if i wont be able tod rive anything!? but now ihave something to drive, hence the motivation!

yeah so...im in school...2 more blocks left...wooooo..im all awake now bc i just slept for like 40 minutes. i love the last two days of school before vaca because its all movies and cookies haha...mrs sylvia made us french toast with caramel sauce last block..i dint have any though bc i just ate a bagel and i was full, but i enjoyed the chocolate milk and candy cane while viewing dodgeball haha...but dude, i think i have to actually do work in psychology next block...:c( whatevs

lata lovahs
<33

breakin2overyou @ 2004-12-20T20:40:00

2004-12-21T01:41:06Z

'Cause it's a bittersweet symphony, this life
Try to make ends meet
You're a slave to money then you die
I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down
You know the one that takes you to the places
where all the veins meet yeah,

No change, I can change
I can change, I can change
But I'm here in my mold
I am here in my mold
But I'm a million different people
from one day to the next
I can't change my mold
No, no, no, no, no

Well I never pray
But tonight I'm on my knees yeah
I need to hear some sounds that recognize the pain in me, yeah
I let the melody shine, let it cleanse my mind, I feel free now
But the airways are clean and there's nobody singing to me now

No change, I can change
I can change, I can change
But I'm here in my mold
I am here in my mold
And I'm a million different people
from one day to the next
I can't change my mold
No, no, no, no, no
I can't change
I can't change

'Cause it's a bittersweet symphony, this life
Try to make ends meet
Try to find some money then you die
I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down
You know the one that takes you to the places
where all the things meet yeah

You know I can change, I can change
I can change, I can change
But I'm here in my mold
I am here in my mold
And I'm a million different people
from one day to the next
I can't change my mold
No, no, no, no, no

I can't change my mold
no, no, no, no, no,
I can't change
Can't change my body,
no, no, no

I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down
I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down
Been down
Ever been down
Ever been down
Ever been down
Ever been down
Have you ever been down?
Have you've ever been down?

sunscreen!

2004-12-16T01:38:33Z

i forgot all about this songish thing until i heard it in sociology today...it's the best thing ever

Ladies and Gentlemen of the class of '99.....Wear Sunscreen

If I could offer you only tip for the future, sunscreen would be it. The long term benefits of sunscreen have been proved by scientists whereas the rest of my advice has no basis more reliable than my own meandering experience...I will dispense this advice now.

Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth; Oh nevermind; you will not understand the power of beauty of your youth until they have faded. But trust me, in 20 years you'll look back at the photos of yourself and recall in a way you can't grasp now how much possibility lay before you and how fabulous you really looked...You're not as fat as you imagine.

Don't worry about the future; or worry, but know that worrying is as effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing bubble gum. The real troubles in your life are apt to be things that never crossed your worried mind; the kind that blindside you at 4pm on some idle Tuesday.

Do one thing that everyday that scares you.

Sing

Don't be reckless with other people's hearts, don't put up with people who are reckless with yours.

Floss

Don't waste your time on jealousy; sometimes you're ahead, sometimes you're behind...the race is long, and in the end, it's only with yourself.

Remember the compliments you receive, forget the insults; if you succeed in doing this, tell me how.

Keep your old love letters, throw away your old bank statements.

Stretch

Don't feel guilty if you don't know what you want to do with your life...the most interesting people I know didn't know at 22 what they wanted to do with their lives, some of the most interesting 40 year olds I know still don't.

Get plenty of calcium

Be kind to your knees, you'll miss them when they're gone.

Maybe you'll marry, maybe you won't, maybe you'll have children, maybe you won't, maybe you'll divorce at 40, maybe you'll dance the funky chicken on your 75th wedding anniversary...whatever you do, don't congratulate yourself too much or berate yourself either- your choices are half chance, so are everybody else's.

Enjoy your body, use it every way you can...don't be afraid of it, or what other people think of it, it's the greatest instrument you'll ever own.

Dance... even if you have nowhere to do it but in your own living room.

Read the directions, even if you don't follow them.

Do NOT read beauty magazines, they will only make you feel ugly.

Get to know your parents, you never know when they'll be gone for good. Be nice to your siblings; they are the best link to your past and the people most likely to stick with you in the future.

Understand that friends come and go, but for the precious few you should hold on. Work hard to bridge the gaps in geography and lifestyle because the older you get, the more you need the people you knew when you were young.

Live in New York City once, but leave before it makes you hard; live in Northern California once, but leave before it makes you soft.

Travel

Accept certain inalienable truths, prices will rise, politicians will philander, you too will get old, and when you do you'll fantasize that when you were young prices were reasonable, politicians were noble and children respected their elders.

Respect your elders.

Don't expect anyone else to support you. Maybe you have a trust fund, maybe you have a wealthy spouse; but you never know when either one might run out.

Don't mess too much with your hair, or by the time it's 40, it will look 85.

Be careful whose advice you buy, but be patient with those who supply it. Advice is a form of nostalgia, dispensing it is a way of fishing the past from the disposal, wiping it off, painting over the ugly parts and recycling it for more than it's worth.

But trust me on the sunscreen...

hawaiin haze <3

2004-12-12T18:20:38Z

kill yahself :c)

breakin2overyou @ 2004-12-08T19:49:00

2004-12-09T00:56:45Z

nice birthday!

my friends kick ass...and they were all so good to me :C) hahaha....

so...school was good...me and taylin got cupcakes from a random kid in the hall with random cupcakes for his chem class haha..it was pretty sweet...hung out with conor and gerry, which is always a good time ;c), then got em and met kk and went to dereks and saw my boys :c)...however, i didnt get to see ben ! :c( so we celebrated today with em and mike...oh and justin whcih was so cool bc i havnt seen him in too logn! :c(

im gonna go eat more cake...bc im a fat kid haha <33

happy effin birthday to meeee!

2004-12-07T03:51:34Z

wooooooooo ill be 17 in one hour and like 14 min....haha

too bad 17 doesnt allow me to do anything except be tried as an adult...i dont even get any of the perks!...wheres the porn and cigerettes man?

xoxo.

breakin2overyou @ 2004-12-05T15:31:00

2004-12-05T20:33:27Z

please tell me why...
the car is in the front yard, and i'm sleeping with my clothes on, i came in through the window last night...

breakin2overyou @ 2004-11-30T23:09:00

2004-12-01T04:19:53Z

today was loooonggggg!...to start off with, todays my "meh" day at school bc it's the day with all my real classes haha. over all today was pretty good, but my classes today just draaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaagggg! but then i had a road lesson, which also draaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaagged haha. my hour of driving went by pretty quick but sitting there while the other kid drove lasted FOREVER..

then tonight, i hung out with rich for a bit, and i FINALLY got my in pieces cd backkkkk!! woooop!! haha. then hung out w/ nick and souza. they crack me up. every time i hang out with them, i find out something new. today, i learned what a "chili dog" was....ewwwwwwwwww bahahhahaha....last time i think i found out what it is to like tony danza someone or something...i dont know...its a riot...

ARG matt made me stick my ass on a chinaman's window! ag i almost died! it was such an accident! i called shotgun so i was pushing matt away from the door bc he wast trying to steel it from me :c(...and he wouldnt budge, and in my efforts to move him, i guess my ass stuck out and a chinese guys car happen to be right there, and wam, my ass landed on his window. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaahahahahahhahaahahahaha. i really did almost die, bc the dude was trying not to laugh and act like he didnt notice...but REALLY, who doesnt notice an ass RIGHT in your face? lololol

anyway...im out...its hard to eat italian ice and type :cP

PS- kevin shmit made my night! he IMed me and said that i was the most honest person he knew and he respected that :c) it was so random and nice that it made me smile!!!!! kudos to kevin!

sweet dreams everybody!! <33

breakin2overyou @ 2004-11-29T19:56:00

2004-11-30T01:03:55Z

um...i dont really know what to write in this anymore haha i hate just listing what i do, but im not about to write like my deepest thoughts haha i hate when people post wicked wicked personal stuff...its ...personal haha...BUT i was instruced by heather to keep livejournal because she likes hearing about what goes on in midldeboro, and what im up to, so ive been ordered to post occasionally!

sooo .... umm.... ha

today was alright...it was a black day so it was my wicked easy day, and i had so much energy that it was great. but now im tired so thats kinda shitty. but anyway...after school i waited for taylin to get out of her like 15 minute detention..which is rediculous...you shouldnt even bother assiging detention if its for like 15 min haha... but anyway, jabes picked us up and her me jb and kelsey came to my house and stuff. good times. kelsey said my room looks familiar but she doesnt know why...so i think shes psychic. OMG speaking of psychic, i am SO psychic. my dreams come true, its crazy. ill dream something, and then the next day its been happening...its so fucked up...in a cool way though haha. oh man i felt so bad today for my dog bc i def think he was wicked stoned earlier which is no good because i always told myself that i wouldnt be one of those people that gets my dog high bc hes like old and blind and deaf and i thought hed just straight die on me...but he just like started growling and fell asleep after he walked through the grass all drunk like. i swear it was an accident though!!

this week is stressful in a nonstressful way. i know theres something i should be doing about colleges and stuff but im not reallys ure what im supposed to be doing. i think this week i have to visit some schools. so eek. i really dont want to but i def have to. its like...almost christmas. so i need to get all this college shit straightened out within like...3 weeks...

i have sociology hw so im out...bc im going to be a good kid and do my hw!! WOOO

PS-next tuesday is my birthday ;c) WOOOOOOOOO

xoxo.erica

breakin2overyou @ 2004-11-28T21:41:00

2004-11-29T03:12:55Z

I tried to change my journal before, but instead i fucked it up wicked bad and matt had to fix it...but i'm STILL sick of it. i made this like a year ago haha so kait...um..when you read this...help. :c)

im excited bc this weekend i saw a bunch of people that i havnt seen in SO long. so thats good.

friday i saw george bobo brad dan derek and all those kids, and then i saw heather who i havnt seen in SO LONG. she picked me up from dereks and distracted my mum when i came home haha it was a riot. it worked this time though bahahaha...anywho...it was nice to see heather for the first time In FOREVER.

sat i saw KRISTEN! i was so excited bc she lives so far away from me that i dont see her ever :c(...and she slept over and shtuff so thats good, and then TODAY i saw my lovah abby...which is great bc ihavnt seen her in forever either...well except at the mall like two weeks ago but that doesnt count.

...but the phones ringing...so im out...
xoxo.erica

ps. im sick of live journal and i think im not using this again.
<3

yeah...so i'm pretty bored haha

2004-11-26T02:25:50Z

thirteen random things you like:
01) starbursts
02) cracking my bones
03) giving/recieving shotguns
04) drunk kissing
05) kissing in general haha
06) deep water
07) hoodies
08) cloves
09) sex and the city
10) clear eyes
11) cabrios
12) strawberry phillies :c)
13) ugly rings haha

twelve movies:
01) pulp fiction
02) alfie
03) edward scissor hands
04) forest gump
05) American History X
06) requium for a dream
07) 10 things i hate about you
08) alice in wonderland
09) its a wonderful life
10) big fish
11) fear and loathing in las vegas
12) vanilla sky

eleven good bands/artists:
01) glassjaw
02) radiohead
03) on broken wings
04) there were wires
05) thursday
06) funeral for a friend
07) bright eyes
08) im a new fan of kayne west!
09) sublime
10) cursisve
11) sleater kinney

ten things about you:
01) i can crack every joint in my body haha
02) my left pupil doesnt really react to light bc an air bag fucked it up...
03) i <3 pumpkin pie
04) i'm very flexible
05) i should have had my license a long time ago
06) my socks rarely match
07) i used to have a crush on aladin
08) i like plain oreos better than double stuffed
09) i can tie a cherry stem in a double knot with my tongue
10) my favorite starbursts are the tropical kind. and i like to eat them in this order: red->pink->green...they taste better that way...i dont really care for orange.
nine good friends:
01) kait
02) lynn
03) rianna
04) emilie
05) george
06) bobby
07) nick
08) ben
09) taylin
10) kat

eight favorite foods/drinks:
01) rice krispie treats
02) mashed potatos
03) oreos
04) dr. pepper
05) shirley temples
06) shrimp scampi
07) pasta salad
08) french fries

seven things you wear daily:
01) pants
02) a shirt
03) socks
04) my ruin necklace
05) earings
06) rings
07) sneakers

six things that annoy you:
01) cotton balls being ripped in half! it makes the worst sound ever
02) my cell phone...is so ghetto. i wish i didnt drop it in that puddle...
03) smoking a cashed bowl...it doesnt really annoy me...but it tastes really bad :c(
04) bad hair days haha
05) refs that call EVERYTHING. ugh.
06) bitchy people

five things you touch everyday:
01) my hair
02) my face
03) my arm
04) my toothbrush
05) gum

four shows you watch:

01) sex and the city
02) south park
03) that 70s show
04) family guy

three celebrities you have a crush on:
01) jude law
02) johnny depp
03) angelina jolie

two people on myspace that you have kissed:
01) excuse me sir, i dont kiss and tell!
02)

one person you could spend the rest of your life with:
01) wtf?...my mom?

breakin2overyou @ 2004-11-21T21:35:00

2004-11-22T02:36:31Z

umm...basically, i forgot about livejournal haha...

breakin2overyou @ 2004-11-11T19:54:00

2004-11-12T00:54:25Z

oh no, i fucked it up.

breakin2overyou @ 2004-11-11T19:28:00

2004-11-12T00:29:40Z

i'm really sick of the colors and lay out of my journal.

my goal is:

to unretardify my knowledge of computers and fix this shizz without making kait or matt do it.

wish me luck.

then suddenly its hard to breathe

2004-11-10T03:52:13Z

i realized theres no getting around my tiredness. it doesnt matter if i sleep, im still going to be tired. my night unlike my day was good. i miss stuff. everythings different.

breakin2overyou @ 2004-11-07T20:03:00

2004-11-08T01:10:44Z

oh yeah...livejournal...

i have the internet again. it wasnt working for a long time bc i had so much shit on my computer that it just like...died. but my dad fixed it today wooop!

today sucked...SAT/college shit. no fucking good. my brain is officially fried for the rest of the night. but not really bc i still have stuff to do.

on friday i went to the BP homecoming. kat was so beautiful! and she got a crown and it was great!! kk did our hair like a champ, and alana closes her eyes too much.

saturday kait and bep got me and we went to all about. all of taunton smells like puke. especially kaits shoe. afterwards we got em and went on mission impossible. that turned out to look shady but it was all good. hahahaha

shit to do, then bubble bath?:c) then bed!!!!

xoxo.erica

breakin2overyou @ 2004-10-28T14:29:00

2004-10-28T18:29:08Z

you can't be a nonconformist if you don't drink coffee.

breakin2overyou @ 2004-10-23T23:17:00

2004-10-24T03:08:53Z

AG! im fucking hungry and all thats in my dads refrigerator is beer, yogurt (the plain kind with no flavor), and bad cheese, and wine. all that is in his freezer is frozen meat. his phones not with him so i cant request that he bring home coffee heath bar crunch ben and jerrys. this makes my stomache a sad panda.

im out bc woo hoo to the south park marathon three days in a row. haha.

xo.erica

breakin2overyou @ 2004-10-21T23:03:00

2004-10-22T03:02:25Z

lalala

haha i saw shark tale with bj today. that movie was freakin hilarious. i liked it a lot.hung out with ri earlier, and conor saved my life. thank you conor.

anywho, parent teacher conferences yesterday. it went well. im actually doing good in school this year. woop!

went to eye doctor on tuesday. its doing pretty good but i have to go to a glaucoma specialist like every six months for the rest of my life bc i'll probably have glaucoma in like a year bc i had a "serious trama to my eye" or some bullshit. i was pretty ripped at first but someone told me you get medicinal marijuana when you have glaucoma, so it can't be all bad. hahaha...

i missed auntie ri's funeral and wake wich makes me sad. and my dads mad about it.

i'm pretty fucking tired. i cant wait till halloween! i can smell it in the air now!!! woop!

pizzle dizzle.
xoxo.erica

PS. OH and me and rianna are the dumbest two peopel alive. today wasnt the best day w/ us and moms. not our moms, everyone elses moms hahahaahahaha...wtf happened

breakin2overyou @ 2004-10-11T23:30:00

2004-10-12T03:45:17Z

yeah, so week 2 of "bed rest" hahaha ... this is a fucking joke. on the upside i have company every day bc bj comes over to visit :o). yeah so i miss another week of school wich is gonna suck bc ill have a shitload of make up work to do...

my eyes good except i accidently poked it today wich didnt feel too good at all haha. rich and nick came over last night which was cool bc i made rich dump his girlfriend. hes been wanting to dump the stupid slut for a while but hes to nice. but hes glad he did. erica knows best :oD hahahaha...then jabes nick and bj came over today wich was very good.

boston tomorrow to get looked at and stuff

happy birthday to kait tomorrow!!

im tired.

>>bug hug<<xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo ;o) <3 erica