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Tuesday, January 11th, 2005
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Monday, January 3rd, 2005
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i couldnt sleep last night so i didnt go tos chool today. fuck school :c(. i want vacation foreverrrrrrrrrrrr!!
so i was watching whos the boss last night, in a whole new light. matt told me tony danza used to be a porn star. his videos would go something like this: ::smacks girl in the face with his dick:: "whos the boss"...hahahha i dont know if thats true or not...but anywho that show doesnt have the same wholesome feel it used to now that i heard that haha...
i want to eat but im not hungry and that makes me sad bc i keep thinking of all this erally good food and wh en i go to eat it im not h ungry. its pissing me off >:c0
day 3 of new years resolution= a success.
i need to go eat something.
xoxo.erica
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*Why cant I be what you need?
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Saturday, January 1st, 2005
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Friday, December 31st, 2004
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| Time: | 2:17 pm. |
| Mood: |  naughty. | | Music: | metric. |
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im at abbys. last night was an adventure. i got here at like 6 and abby was already drunk. i started drinking to cathc up, and then i found these wicked cool chocolate liquor things that her bro had...its like chocolate with jack daniels on teh inside it was sick. then katrinaaaa came over!<3...we went to the grind to get coffee. teh coffee counteracted the alcohol, and our drunkness was replaced with weirdness. ha. i played an intense game of chess with justin, which we couldnt finish so he took a pic of it and we're gonna continue it at another time. i met some nice boys who accompanied me outside to support our bad habbits, and had some good conversation. abby and i decided it would be a good idea to make snowangels inthe middle of the bridgewater green. we didnt anticipate that the snow would be icy, so we had to really dig into it. we also didnt anticpate our cold asses afterwards...so then we gave mr danny stone a ride home, and went back to abbalicious's hosue. katrina went home, and abby and i had a bunch of energy that we ahd to work off, and since we didnt want to resort to sexual activity (hahaha) we decided to walk to the playground at 1am. yeah we took the long route, and walked past the central bc we wanted to go inside for the heat and have a cig but it was closed. however, there were these two drunk guys outside that started tlaking to me and asking what kind of alcholhol i had in my cup bc he thought i was giggly. i was lik, no for real its just oodles of noodles. so i had him smell it. and then we wlaked away and the tall skinny guy passed us in hs car 3 tiems. so we changed our route and walked near the police statsion, on a brisk walk that turned into a brisk run haha. then we turned the cornere going near the playgorund and teh same guy rounded the corner and approached us. we turned around and started walking towards teh popo station and he fucking got out of his car and started walking towards us. mind you it was 1am and we were the only peeople out and he was shitfaced. he was like "its cold out! i thought you guys woulda been home by now" and we were like hhaha..yeah..and started running and he started walking after us! i was liik eahhhh...so then when he saw we were running to the police station, he got in his car and sped off.omg. i had a fork in my pocket from my oodles of noodles, and i was so ready to stab that mother fucker int he fucking eye if he tried coming near me or abby. we were so scared, we held each oterh the whole walk home haha. then i watched sex and teh city for a while and passed the fuck out.i had to pace myself last night so i wouldnt wake up w/ a hangover.tooshay! no hang over for meee!
XOXO.erica
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Friday, December 24th, 2004
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| Time: | 7:26 pm. |
| Mood: |  chipper. | | Music: | nas. |
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merry christmas eve everybody :c)
bridget came home last night and brought her kitten, awww, shes so cute...and souza came home for a few days aswell so she slept over last night. xmas shopping w/ bea today and a free mocha chino ;c), also i saw liz which was a plus! codiac is pouncing on my hand...and all the wires...so im exiting the computer now...
have a nice christmas!
<3
PS. i recommend taht everyone watches Its a Wonderful Life tonight if you have the chance, bc its the ultimate feel good christmas movie :c)
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Wednesday, December 22nd, 2004
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| Time: | 9:56 am. |
| Mood: |  awake. |
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last night was pretty funny...i havnt ghetto tinfoiled it for a loooooooooooooooooooooooooooong time...but mike made it and i couldnt refuse haha..whatevers clever lolol
the yellow submarine is no more :c( there was a confusion with some parents and when they found it inside of a friends perse, they smashed it! haha when it was all straightened out, they said theyd take me shopping to get me a new one. that will be a funny day. hahahahha i cant get over it, its a riot...in a sad way bc nothing can compare to the yellow sub, but the situation in general is akward and funny lolol...unbreakable my ass...i think they mean if you drop it it wont break, not if a pissed off dad throws it...haha
one more day to vacation! wooooooooooooooo...got napolean dynomite last night but i was too distracted by everyone to watch it lol, so tonight me and em are going to REwatch it under better circumstances...after i cash my check...after i find a ride to the bank...this whole not having a license thing kinda blows...HOWEVER, i only have 3 road lessons left, and then the test, but i have a car ! wooo ! now im motivated to get my licesnse. before i wasl ike yeah w/e bc why does it matter when i get it if i wont be able tod rive anything!? but now ihave something to drive, hence the motivation!
yeah so...im in school...2 more blocks left...wooooo..im all awake now bc i just slept for like 40 minutes. i love the last two days of school before vaca because its all movies and cookies haha...mrs sylvia made us french toast with caramel sauce last block..i dint have any though bc i just ate a bagel and i was full, but i enjoyed the chocolate milk and candy cane while viewing dodgeball haha...but dude, i think i have to actually do work in psychology next block...:c( whatevs
lata lovahs
<33
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Monday, December 20th, 2004
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| Time: | 8:40 pm. |
| Mood: | cake and ciggerettes. |
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'Cause it's a bittersweet symphony, this life
Try to make ends meet
You're a slave to money then you die
I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down
You know the one that takes you to the places
where all the veins meet yeah,
No change, I can change
I can change, I can change
But I'm here in my mold
I am here in my mold
But I'm a million different people
from one day to the next
I can't change my mold
No, no, no, no, no
Well I never pray
But tonight I'm on my knees yeah
I need to hear some sounds that recognize the pain in me, yeah
I let the melody shine, let it cleanse my mind, I feel free now
But the airways are clean and there's nobody singing to me now
No change, I can change
I can change, I can change
But I'm here in my mold
I am here in my mold
And I'm a million different people
from one day to the next
I can't change my mold
No, no, no, no, no
I can't change
I can't change
'Cause it's a bittersweet symphony, this life
Try to make ends meet
Try to find some money then you die
I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down
You know the one that takes you to the places
where all the things meet yeah
You know I can change, I can change
I can change, I can change
But I'm here in my mold
I am here in my mold
And I'm a million different people
from one day to the next
I can't change my mold
No, no, no, no, no
I can't change my mold
no, no, no, no, no,
I can't change
Can't change my body,
no, no, no
I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down
I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down
Been down
Ever been down
Ever been down
Ever been down
Ever been down
Have you ever been down?
Have you've ever been down?
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Wednesday, December 15th, 2004
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i forgot all about this songish thing until i heard it in sociology today...it's the best thing ever
Ladies and Gentlemen of the class of '99.....Wear Sunscreen
If I could offer you only tip for the future, sunscreen would be it. The long term benefits of sunscreen have been proved by scientists whereas the rest of my advice has no basis more reliable than my own meandering experience...I will dispense this advice now.
Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth; Oh nevermind; you will not understand the power of beauty of your youth until they have faded. But trust me, in 20 years you'll look back at the photos of yourself and recall in a way you can't grasp now how much possibility lay before you and how fabulous you really looked...You're not as fat as you imagine.
Don't worry about the future; or worry, but know that worrying is as effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing bubble gum. The real troubles in your life are apt to be things that never crossed your worried mind; the kind that blindside you at 4pm on some idle Tuesday.
Do one thing that everyday that scares you.
Sing
Don't be reckless with other people's hearts, don't put up with people who are reckless with yours.
Floss
Don't waste your time on jealousy; sometimes you're ahead, sometimes you're behind...the race is long, and in the end, it's only with yourself.
Remember the compliments you receive, forget the insults; if you succeed in doing this, tell me how.
Keep your old love letters, throw away your old bank statements.
Stretch
Don't feel guilty if you don't know what you want to do with your life...the most interesting people I know didn't know at 22 what they wanted to do with their lives, some of the most interesting 40 year olds I know still don't.
Get plenty of calcium
Be kind to your knees, you'll miss them when they're gone.
Maybe you'll marry, maybe you won't, maybe you'll have children, maybe you won't, maybe you'll divorce at 40, maybe you'll dance the funky chicken on your 75th wedding anniversary...whatever you do, don't congratulate yourself too much or berate yourself either- your choices are half chance, so are everybody else's.
Enjoy your body, use it every way you can...don't be afraid of it, or what other people think of it, it's the greatest instrument you'll ever own.
Dance... even if you have nowhere to do it but in your own living room.
Read the directions, even if you don't follow them.
Do NOT read beauty magazines, they will only make you feel ugly.
Get to know your parents, you never know when they'll be gone for good. Be nice to your siblings; they are the best link to your past and the people most likely to stick with you in the future.
Understand that friends come and go, but for the precious few you should hold on. Work hard to bridge the gaps in geography and lifestyle because the older you get, the more you need the people you knew when you were young.
Live in New York City once, but leave before it makes you hard; live in Northern California once, but leave before it makes you soft.
Travel
Accept certain inalienable truths, prices will rise, politicians will philander, you too will get old, and when you do you'll fantasize that when you were young prices were reasonable, politicians were noble and children respected their elders.
Respect your elders.
Don't expect anyone else to support you. Maybe you have a trust fund, maybe you have a wealthy spouse; but you never know when either one might run out.
Don't mess too much with your hair, or by the time it's 40, it will look 85.
Be careful whose advice you buy, but be patient with those who supply it. Advice is a form of nostalgia, dispensing it is a way of fishing the past from the disposal, wiping it off, painting over the ugly parts and recycling it for more than it's worth.
But trust me on the sunscreen...
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Sunday, December 12th, 2004
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Wednesday, December 8th, 2004
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| Time: | 7:49 pm. |
| Mood: |  full. |
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nice birthday!
my friends kick ass...and they were all so good to me :C) hahaha....
so...school was good...me and taylin got cupcakes from a random kid in the hall with random cupcakes for his chem class haha..it was pretty sweet...hung out with conor and gerry, which is always a good time ;c), then got em and met kk and went to dereks and saw my boys :c)...however, i didnt get to see ben ! :c( so we celebrated today with em and mike...oh and justin whcih was so cool bc i havnt seen him in too logn! :c(
im gonna go eat more cake...bc im a fat kid haha <33
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